So had a job interview today.. Said that If I got it they would call by four pm. Well its after four so things arent looking too good. Oh welll.
I am thinking of becoming a fulltime nanny. It wouldnt be too bad of a job I dont think.
But YES! It is the weekend and I miss my mom abnormally lots so I am happy to be going home. I just feel so stressed lately. I just feel like crying., I am so lost in my own life. I have no idea what I want to do... Getting older is tough.
Soooo... Me and Shauna are going to devons band practice in a bit. Should be a good time.. I am just hoping that it isnt that long because I really just wanna get to Riverton. Ugh... Riverton... Why in the world do I even wana go there... Its home I suppose.
I Miss Katelyn Friesen lots lately. I think It is all just starting to hit me. I can't think about her. It hurts to much. Everytime I think about her i just cry and cry and cry uncontrollably. It is all seeming a lot more real. It hurts even more when I think of her family and what they are going through and what a loss they are experiencing. Thankfully, god is on their side giving them the strength. I think it may be that before I had to be strong for Katrina because she was so upset and I couldnt really loose control of my emotions. I find it harder to that I am in the city because I go home expecting to see her at the MI or at Raymonds and really.. Thats not going to happen. Every weekend I would come home and go to the gas station and she would be working.. and we would chat it up.. I miss that. I miss her. Although we had drifted apart in the last year before she passed, I still cherish every moment I ever had with her. She is what keeps me strong.. When times are rough I think of her, and how nothing ever brought her down. No matter what it was. Love her forever, and will never forget her. <3
I just wanna get home already! And sort my avon out and get it all delievered. Fun stuff really. Make a couple bucks. Literally a couple. Cause I had to get stuff for myself! Errrr!
I am thinking of going to the geysir social tomorrow. Shauna is coming out with me so we wil probably end up going!
Well I better get going and pack up and mine and devons stuff!
Kahleigh
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K well NM my question on ur last blog...i never noticed this one til now. Hang in there...eventually a job wil turn up thats just right for u!
Katelyn...she meant the world to so many ppl. Some ppl live a full life before they pass...Kate didnt, but she truly made the most of the years she had. A beautiful soul who impacted everyone who ever knew her. Oh, and i know first hand...crying is therapeutic! The more u cry, the more u heal=) Hava great/safe weekend with my Shauna!!
haha awe thanks andrea! I didnt realize you left a comment!
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